I like it about her that shes a little off. No matter how difficult it is, she still managed to keep that dream. Thats a beautiful, private universe in her heart. Theres a light there. And also that shes willing to help others, no matter how she makes her money. Shes willing to sacrifice.
Bai Ling on Developing an Onscreen Relationship with Damien Nguyen: I dont think that I develop anything with anybody when Im doing a movie. When I got there, they were already there three or four months and he was there. So Im just being told, Go there.
Our characters dont have to match perfectly. They have different personalities and different molds. They just happen to have fate putting their journey together, forced, and they share at the moment whatever they can share. Theres a space in between.
Bai Ling on Director Hans Petter Moland: Ling admitted that she didnt really feel as if Moland gave her much direction and that she felt he was very cold to her throughout the process. However she did come to respect his style. Ling said, "Hans Petter would say, If I dont have the shot right, youre never going to leave the set. I feel like as actress how fortunate it is to have someone guide you and guarantee you, thats what I want to do."
The Emotional Difficulties of Her Role in The Beautiful Country: You have to play the part but its hard to go there emotionally because I have to imagine what happened before. It was quite painful psychologically. You feel betrayed. I feel used. I feel worthless and hopeless. It really affects you and I dont like that part but you have to go there as an actress.
Sometimes I feel like Im entangled with my character. Im having a love affair with her. Its her journey but Im giving her life and blood. Sometimes we challenge each other. Its difficult and it makes me feel like Im so fortunate and grateful for my life compared to hers.
Bai Ling on Coming to the United States: Its difficult because I [didnt] speak English and I was just alone. You want to express yourself but you dont know how. And I worked at all kinds of jobs. I was a waitress, I was hostess, I was babysitter. And I was the happiest waitress ever! My friends would ask, Why are you so happy? I said, Im not going to do this for the rest of my life. When youre doing something, you might as well enjoy it. So it was difficult but Im adventurous. Whatever opportunity comes to me, Im going to take it. I just see where theyre going to take me.
For me the good thing was that I didnt grow up here and I didnt see any the obstacles. I just had this single dream that theres something beautiful in me so I just wanted to go there. That somehow made it easier because I didnt see other obstacles. Now Im more aware of things, more afraid of things. But back then, I didnt know anything.
On Her Fears: [I am not afraid of] much, actually. Probably when Im thinking about it Im aware of all these obstacles and this and that. Thats why I dont like to live in Los Angeles much. But I feel like basically I learned to just tango and sing and dance along with life, whatever comes to me. Im sure Im going to continue acting because Im good at what I do and I love what I do. But if I dont act Ill be happy to just enjoy life. I like to do nothing sometimes. Plus Im writing a book Its taking a long time.
Bai Ling on her Playboy Spread: Theyre very respectful and theyre very happy with the shots I did. They think its very provocative and very artistic. Its beautiful. Basically I think Hugh Hefners such an intelligent man, said Ling, adding, I think the human body is a gift. Theyre beautiful and it needs to be cherished and celebrated and respected. Its the human minds that are dirty, right?


